Showing posts with label soul. Show all posts
Showing posts with label soul. Show all posts

Friday 16 January 2015

Pure Simple Awareness


Written by Mathew Naismith

The name Rupert Spira came into discussion recently, just be awareness, no more no less. I don't agree with all his views in totality but yes he is brilliant. Just being simple awareness, how do you get people to acknowledge this? 

Actually you don't, just being in this simple awareness is intentions enough, actually there are no intentions in being this simple awareness that Rupert relays onto others.

The reason most of us don't understand this simple concept is we are being too intentional I believe instead of just being aware without intentions.

Why do we have intentions, what is their purpose then?  I think it’s to be expressive of awareness instead of just being awareness, it takes intentions to create from this pure awareness, pure consciousness.  You and I have been created from such intentions and so has the universe, we are therefore being the expressions of this pure awareness/consciousness, nothing else.  

I think being this expressive of this pure awareness/conciseness is just as important as being aware of pure awareness/consciousness, why would this pure awareness be so expressive of itself in realities like this one if it wasn’t a part of what it is? It all has merit in my way of thinking, how do you judge one part of consciousness having merit and another part not? The answer is you don’t but if we do we are just again being expressive of this pure awareness through intentions.

We were born (created) from intentions caused by an interaction of vibrational energy; this means intentions are just as important to us as being unintentional which this pure awareness/consciousness is. What I feel is causing us chaos and destruction is we have become too intentional without balancing this high level of intentions with being aware also of our unintentional state, this pure awareness.  This I feel is due to us being ignorant to our unintentional self while existing as an intentional being.  

I think it just takes us to be aware of our intentional state of consciousness as much as our unintentional state of consciousness, it also takes us to realise one is no less or no more important than the other while in an intentional state of existence.  This is due to it all being of this pure awareness, this pure consciousness.

Pure awareness (consciousness) = un-intentions + our spirit self

Ignorance = intentions + physical self

So where does the soul come into it?

I believe the soul  can be a mix of both our unintentional self and our intentional self, the reason I think this is the experiences I had with actual ghosts in the past, they were still interacting and reacting to physical life, which refers to intentions,  but they were also obviously not totally of this intentional (physical)existence either.


The soul to me has a sole purpose; it’s a vessel or an energy source that allows us to be expressive of this pure awareness either as ghosts or totally in physical form.  To me there is no mistake in us being here, what is the mistake is us being unaware of our pure awareness state while being expressive of this awareness.  

Thursday 2 October 2014

Free Will??



Written by Mathew Naismith

This is always an interesting topic to discuss, does it matter if free will exists or not to us?  Well actually it does and it’s a very important topic to make a little more transparent. The reason for this is it has everything to do with our mentality, if we don’t believe it exists we most probably start to feel entrapped, we really don’t need to add any further to our dilemmas.  The other side of the coin is, if we have free will, then we can do as we like/desire!!

Actually I don’t think it’s either way, we don’t have total free will but we are also not totally entrapped either, to me it’s a balance of the two, a balance we, this is the point, chose to live out at the soul level.  We chose at the soul level to live in a reality that is controlling mainly because of the controlling factors of the ego plus we are influenced by natural forces like earth quakes and tsunamis, well not entirely……I will elaborate a little more on this latter on!!

Reincarnation: We have a karma that needs to be paid, so we have to come back to a reality like this one to repay such a debt, this obviously isn’t free will or is it? The point I'm trying to make is we don’t have to come back, as soon as we die we immediately relive our lives, other than this it’s our choice to come back and physically repay such karma. We don’t owe anything to anyone we have harmed if we learn after reliving our lives after our demise; it’s up to us if we want to try to physically repay such debt to others at the soul level .  Life is all about our souls not our human selves; to me life’s never been about our human selves, once we have learnt at the soul level after our demise, we can move on without having to physically repay bad karma debt.

Destructive Realities:  What soul would want to live in a destructive reality, obviously this isn’t free will at the soul level or is it?  At first glance we see ourselves being totally entrapped by a highly egotistically driven reality; we have wars and other conflicts we can do little about, the same goes with the natural disasters that devastate the planet making life even more miserable for us. We have no control over all this so we must be entrapped; we obviously have no free will in these occurrences or so we think!!

What part of us doesn’t have free will, the human self, the soul or both?  Let’s look at the human self first up. We are even told what to believe, we still have free will, to an extent, like when I have a cuppa or in the way I choose to walk, but as a whole we are controlled at the human level, we are obviously entrapped.

Now at the soul level, are we entrapped when we chose at the soul level to experience such things? No, we have total free will at the soul level. Would this God consciousness be controlling us at the soul level? Again no, to be controlling one has to be expressive of the controlling ego, God’s consciousness isn’t egotistically driven. If there is no control at the soul level, what would be stopping us expressing free will at this level?  Yes, there are other souls who are living in ignorance who will be controlling if they can but we still have a choice to either be influenced by such souls or not after our demise.  

Don’t underestimate the soul, the more in touch you become to your own soul the more free will you realise you have even at the human level, you become a lot more accepting and less traumatised.  Don’t expect to accept everything within your life, if something isn’t in tune with your own vibrations and is making you feel out of balance, you don’t have to accept this in your life however, you must accept this is a part of life itself, this is a true expression of free will.  

Even after saying all this about our free will at the soul level, we still don’t have all that much free will at the human level.

The more connected you become to your soul the more free will you realise you have. This still doesn’t make sense, what free will do I have at the human level in an earth quake for instance or even a war?  At the moment we have very little free will; I believe this is due to us living in ignorance especially of our souls as I believe life is really about our souls not our human selves.  We must also remember, we chose at the soul level to be in ignorant of our souls, we chose not to have free will.  

What is the point in living in ignorance and feeling entrapped without being able to express free will?  The point is to experience all of what consciousness is; this is why we reincarnate to repay bad karma, our souls are learning through actual experiences. Could you imagine trying to learn everything about everything through books without actually experiencing what you have read, there is no point unless you come back to repay bad karma, actually experience what you have read.  You could say it’s a game or a play being played out and we all have our own roles to play out so each of us have actual experiences.  Could you imagine being an actor/actress reading your part in a play and not being able to play it out, human life is no different to me!!

We are now learning about free will we have and don’t have, free will is but another play we have yet to play out, to experience. Once we realise we do indeed have free will, we will change this reality quite dramatically. What about natural disasters, we have no control over them therefore we still have no free will!!

Once we truly realise we have free will, nature will react to our free will.  Nature is only reacting in accordance to our ignorance, the less ignorant we become the less nature will react violently. In time, we are that nature therefore we have free will of nature, we do indeed have free will.

Once we realise we totally have free will, where is the balance between free will and entrapment?  We only needed this kind of balance between free will and entrapment to experience being controlled while we were acting in a play about being entrapped. While being entrapped, we have gone too far losing most of our free will at the human level but this was part of the play being acted out.  At the soul level we still had free will unbeknownst to our human selves; this was the balance between our human selves and our soul to give our soul the experiences it needed.

Once we learn free will, we will give balance to all of nature, including us, making it far less destructive.  The point is, don’t try and act the victim or the victimiser, just be and experience who you truly are, your soul.   


I've inserted a few links that might help you become even more connected to your soul. The info in the first link seems too simple but it does work to one extent or another.  




Friday 19 September 2014

Yogis and the Soul


Written by Mathew Naismith

Yogis in this instance is also in reference to shamans, sages, soothsayers or anybody who is focused on our true essence self and not on human perceptions and desires.  These people have a gift to be able to go beyond human perceptions and desires and the longer they live like this, the more connected they become to our true essence self, our inner self or God’s consciousness.  

This might seem far fetch but many of us are yogis in the sense. I was recently reading the article in the below link and in one part of this article, it said this world/plain/reality was  full of yogi type people, in other words they were people who were well connected to the true essence of the self, where did these people go? Actually they didn’t go anywhere, they are still right here in this plain living in ignorance to one extent or another of themselves. Many people on Earth are reincarnated from these yogis and once a yogi always a yogi. So how come we are not all practicing yogis?  This is due to human perceptions and desires and a wanting, at the soul level, to become enlightened at the collective level.  

By the way, the following link is certainly worth following up.  

Once we become enlightened at the individual level, I feel we have chosen at the soul level to become enlightened at the collective level which is somewhat a lot more trickier. The main reason for this is it will take a lot longer and the longer it takes, the more of a chance we will entirely give in to human perceptions and desires like Buddha and Jesus could have.  To help us understand what we are doing at the soul level, we need to perceive Buddha and Jesus as being a collective, a reprehensive of the human collective. Now try to understand the trials and tribulation they had to go through to become enlightened, the traumas they needed to experience, now look at the human collective, is what this collective going through any different?  Actually it’s no different, we are at the collective level all seeking enlightenment through the same trials and tribulation that people like Buddha and Jesus experienced.

I’m probably going to be hung for this. There is a drawback to this, we can fail in becoming enlightened at the collective level just like Jesus and Buddha could have so why do this? Well in actual fact we don’t have to do this, if one person has become truly enlightened in this plain, this consciousness, we all have, we really don’t have to take such a risk at the human level and continue to suffer as we do. At the soul level, we have chosen to become enlightened as a collective which will take a huge effort to get through to an enlightened state, we actually don’t have to go through with this if there is a chance that we might not make it. Not making it to enlightenment at the human level will be devastating to the human species as it would have been to Buddha or Jesus but is it a risk we need to take? People like Buddha and Jesus have already done this for us; we don’t have to try to become enlightened at the collective level.  

So how come we are not all enlightened?  We all are it’s just we are unaware of this. The reason for this is again, we have chosen at the soul level to become enlightened as a collective species, to become enlightened at the collective level, we need to go back to being ignorant of our truer selves just like Buddha and Jesus were to start with, they had some idea of their entitlement at the soul level but not to the same extent at the human level.  What I am saying is the collective consciousness has become ignorant of itself to become enlightened as a collective physical species and that we don’t really have to become enlightened in this way. So what other way is there?

Focus on people like Buddha and Jesus (yogis) however don’t idolise them, focus on their mentality, on the way they focused on our truer essence selves without hindrance from human perceptions and desires.  To do this you don’t have to be actually with them or in direct contact with them in any way, just focus on what they focused on mentally and become focused on this. If it makes one feel better, focus on a living yogis but never idolise them. Like when I lived a life in ancient Egyptian time, we were in direct contact with what most Egyptian people thought of as God’s but we never idolised them as such and we became enlightened through our contact with them.  The reason we don’t idolise them is all we would be doing is idolising ourselves, this kind of action of course is egotistical and egotism only enhances our ignorance.  


Please don’t take this seriously, it’s just from a perception I have had recently but it’s certainly worth mentioning.  

Tuesday 17 December 2013

The Totality of Acceptance-Making Real Changes


Written by Mathew Naismith

It is interesting when someone throws a spanner in the works what comes of it, this is but another example of that.  Becoming spiritually aware throws a lot of spanners into the works which of course makes us more aware if we are able to remove such spanners. Spanners in this case refer to attachments at the human & sometimes soul level.



frequencytuner

This thread is intended to stimulate each person to analyze their own individual thought patterns and behaviors and accept them, not project them onto others. The very things we do not like about others, the things that annoy and irritate us are candid examples of the very nature we carry within ourselves and refuse to accept about ourselves. If we are standing in front of a mirror and notice we have a big pimple, we might try to hide it and as a result point out the same flaw we see on another person's face simply to draw the attention to their flaw and away from yours. Yet in reality their flaw is yours: accept it.


G'day frequencytuner

I would agree with this assumption however what if we don't like something that we deem as immoral within ourselves & dislike this same trait in others especially when they project this onto us, are we still supposed to accept this?  If we don't accept this in ourselves why should we accept this in others?

A child molester will accept another child molester molesting children but a non-child molester won't, should the non-child molester be accepting of what these child molesters do? When child molesters get together they see nothing wrong with loving children the way they do & yes I have dealt with child molesters while working in the welfare arena. 

You’re going to see this as being odd but I never showed my disdain while dealing with these people, yes I was accepting but this wasn't being accepting of what they were doing but accepting because I could understand their predicament not saying it was right just saying I could understand.  This is like I can understand people like Dusty who deductively reason however on sites like this one you expect people to act in a more respectful understanding way. 

At the spiritual level we are supposed to be all accepting so a child molester is accepted as of everything is however at the human level for change to take effect we need to be non-accepting of certain traits. Being spiritually accepting within it's totality is also accepting in not being accepting at times as well. This is like spiritually aware people being non-accepting of the ego because they can only see the destructive attributes of the ego, this is very human however spirituality isn't just about the human self so when we look at the ego at the spiritual level we see it as something different & become more accepting of it just like the child molester. We need change at the human level so by becoming non-accepting change physically & mentally takes effect. 

It's OK to be non-accepting at the human level however at the spiritual level it's not which is what I think your trying to portray here but at the human level however at the spiritual level it's still OK not to be accepting because all is accepted including being non-accepting. All it takes is awareness to know the difference between our human selves & our spiritual selves. It would seem a lot of spiritually aware people haven't defined this difference yet for the main reason they are still trying to be at one while still fragmented. Once you become accepting within it's totality, including being non-accepting at the human level, only then can we be truly at one & all accepting.


I’m adding a bit more to this post to explain the last paragraph a little better just in case it sounds a little confusing.

At the spiritual level there is no true non-acceptance even when we are non-accepting at the spiritual level. This non-acceptance at the spiritual level isn’t actually referring to our spiritual selves being non-accepting but our human selves being non-accepting, this is why I said non-acceptance isn’t accepted/exists at the spiritual level.  When we entered into the human vessel  non-acceptance became an automatic part of our being, at this point our soul  selves also became accepting of non-acceptance which has now given the soul a chance to become accepting within it’s totality through experiencing non-accepting.  

I should mention here there is a difference between our spiritual selves & our soul self, the spiritual self to me relates to the collective consciousness however the soul relates more to the individual. This can be confusing; we are talking about the human self, the soul self & the spiritual self. The spiritual self actually pertains to the self as being a collective where’s the human & soul self pertains to an individual self.  Yes I know the self denotes ego but as soon as we become aware of ourselves being aware this is denoting ego, the difference between this kind of ego & the ego we often portray in human life is one is a controlling destructive ego the other is a non-controlling creative ego I believe.  


If you are interested & are still having problems in understanding this please feel free to reply.  

Tuesday 15 October 2013

To Become an Enlightened Soul or Not


Written by Mathew Naismith

This post is going to seem quite off the cuff for possibly most people in that it’s not going to make any sense or have any plausibility in being the case in reference to some souls preferring to stay ignorant & unenlightened for eternity.  We assume that all souls want to be enlightened or are going to become enlightened & at one with all at one time, why do all souls need or even desire this? We talk about ascension but if a soul’s will is to not ascend isn’t that their free will to do so?

I’m actually going to talk about souls that are enlightened to one extent or another but either want to stay ignorant of their own enlightenment at the soul level, which usually takes being unbecoming in some way like an entity with evil intent, or stay ignorant of their enlightenment just at the physical level, either way that is their free will to do so.

For a soul to stay ignorant of itself at the soul level while in physical form usually only takes being in physical form with all its fixations & attachments however at times the souls enlightenment comes through so the soul needs to become more unbecoming to cover up such occurrences. There are spiritualists in India who actually lash out at people physically mauling them, these aren’t just spiritually aware people but actual spiritualists who have devoted their lives to spirituality but have the urge to lash out for similar reasons as mentioned above however all they are doing is basically taking a break from their daily lives just like we take a break from our jobs & have a cuppa. Why do we all assume that all souls desire or have a will to ascend, what does ascend pertain to? Climb, rise, sour to new heights, does this sound a little egotistical?  However until one’s soul is enlightened in some way we will want to ascend in some way, we are actually using the constructive (positive) side of the ego to ascend or better ourselves at the human & soul level.

This brings us to souls who don’t wish to know of their own enlightenment. Just like at the physical level the soul needs to become unbecoming even to itself but at the soul level this takes a lot more effort therefore one’s soul needs to become a lot more unbecoming than at the physical level. I’ve come across a number of these souls while becoming spiritually aware & yes they frightening for the soul purpose of covering up their own enlightenment & to have a bit of fun believe it or not. There were a few occasions that they were playing games with me; I would eventually catch onto this & just laugh at them even though they were still quite frightening to me. When you become in the knowing all you can do is laugh &/or cry.  


So am I saying these unbecoming & frightening entities & souls are souls that are enlightened to one extent or another? Yes most definitely, why am I so definite? Recently I had the chance to see these souls while in their frightening states, we bonded not because I’m unbecoming myself or anywhere near as unbecoming as them but I could feel a connection of mateship if you like. It’s as if the inner core of their souls spoke to me in a calming manner of their own knowing of their own enlightenment which of course their trying to avoid. Why again does every soul have a desire to become at one & enlightened? The truth is it doesn’t however the glitch is for a soul to know this they first have to become enlightened & once some souls are enlightened all they want to do is become unenlightened again. Yes this is of the ego but so is ascending to enlightenment, they don’t have an obvious problem in expressing the ego in any way & in actual fact the more they express the ego the less enlightened they feel.  Does this seem like it relates to a lot of what’s been going on in this reality!!!! 

Wednesday 9 October 2013

Heaven for the Soul


Written by Mathew Naismith

Why has a divine light, such as our souls, chosen to be in a seemingly hell like reality? There are of course many answers for this depending on what ideology we follow but the point is all our souls chose to be here to experience whatever comes otherwise we wouldn’t be here. Physical realities have always been a turmoil-ish place to live, even before man surfaced upon this Earth there were earthquakes, volcanos, fires, ice ages & so forth to contend with so life, to begin with, has a lot to contend with & this is without human intervention. The big question is, have humans made things better?

Action-Reaction: We have had centuries of war but we have also had centuries of religious & spiritual groups trying to envision peace, harmony & love over as many centauries than we have been warring with each other, has this envisioning worked?  No so why would it work now? There are as many people per populous who have in the past wanted & worked for peace, harmony & love than there is now believe it or not so no it doesn’t look like it works. We are basically using the same old spiritual teachings with the same old emotions urging us to bring on this peace, harmony & love into our lives. We are still trying to run away from something to something better. Is this act by seeing a problem in the first place & responding to this by running away from it or denouncing it in some way actually helping to manifest more of what we are trying to escape from? Any vibrative action will cause a reaction somewhere somehow, action-reaction.

It didn’t seem to matter how we envision peace, harmony & love we still get a reaction of our initial action which can be anything, we just don’t have control over the reaction when we act against anything unbecoming to us like warring for instance or of anything to do with the ego. Is this because we are reacting which causes another reaction? This is like a snow ball effect, are we any less at war in the world even with the threat of mass inhalation? Action causes reaction which causes another reaction & so on. In actual fact it would seem we are more at war than ever & if it wasn’t for the threat of mass inhalation we would probably be more at war than any other time in human history. So after all these centuries of envisioning peace, harmony & love it still hasn’t worked.

If we as spiritually aware people see therefore judged that there is a problem within ourselves & others isn’t this acknowledging there is a problem & the more we envision there being a problem like the ego  & associated judgment won’t we manifest what we are trying to escape from, action reaction? Of course we will manifest more of what we are trying to escape from, so what’s the answer? Don’t react for starters by not seeing a problem, only see a difference. Within seeing a difference only we will then become more accepting because that’s what true spiritualism is all about, acceptance!! So what difference are we looking for to do with the ego for instance instead of a problem or flaw within ourselves & everybody else? Look at the ego as being only a different part of ourselves not something that seems like a flaw.  


Heaven for the Soul: A lot of humans look at life in the reality as being hellish but the soul looks upon this reality more like heaven because only in realities like this one can the soul be expressive of every part of itself. Imagine at the human level what it would be like not being able to be expressive of your whole self in any way?  The soul is very emotional & like us at the human level it has a need to be expressive of these emotions, it’s just at the human level we see faults & flaws which causes conflicts. What causes wars usually, seeing a fault or a flaw in others in some way, what are spiritually aware people doing, seeing faults & flaws like anything to do with the ego for instance in themselves & everybody else. No wonder envisioning peace, harmony & love hasn’t worked, we are still seeing faults & flaws instead of just differences within ourselves & everybody else.   

Friday 6 September 2013

Spiritually Appreciative of all at the Soul Level


Written by Mathew Naismith

Recently I had a good internet friend of mine give me the following link to read to see what I thought of it, the following is my reply back to him.


G'day Ernest

Interesting Ernest. I've actually been writing up on attachments & fixated attachments & how we can take these attachments form life to life which we call karma in the last month or so. This is good confirmation for me.

I'm not wise myself as I love playing out ego tendencies, this is a bigger wow to me than feeling at one strangely enough!!

I really don't think we live within a delusion because it's all a part of consciousness & anything a part of consciousness is real however because realities like this one only give us portions of consciousness to live out & experience we think it's an illusion/delusion because it doesn't represent the whole consciousness.

The real illusion/delusion is only thinking physicality is all there is as this is only a portion of the universal consciousness which is dictated to us by our human emotions, taking control & balancing out the human emotions gives us wisdom in my mind.

Blessing
Mathew


“I'm not wise myself as I love playing out ego tendencies, this is a bigger wow to me than feeling at one strangely enough!!” This statement above by me to most spiritually aware people is probably going to sound strange which means, “the bigger wow factor to me is playing out ego tendencies as opposed to feeling or even being at one”.  How can this be for a person who is a self-proclaimed spiritually aware person as spirituality is all about ridding ourselves of the ego & being at one? To be truly at one one must also be all accepting however in the case, for souls like myself, this isn’t the whole story because we know we were all at one & we have all chose to separate from oneness to live & experience ego tendencies in realities like this one, it’s not just souls like myself who chose to live & experience ego tendencies by every soul who has ever lived in realities like this one otherwise these souls wouldn’t have chosen to live in realities like this in the first place.  Souls like myself realise this & accept & even appreciate the chance in acting out such ego tendencies, to souls like myself realities like this one is the big WOW not the feeling of oneness because we are that anyway if we know it or not so having a chance to experience such emotions is exhilarating. 

So this explains why some people choose & read certain articles pertaining to ridding ourselves of the ego & anything that focuses on oneness for instance to what I write about a lot of the times which can pertain to the opposite. So does this make one right or wrong or less spiritual over the other? No of course not because the souls who have chosen to live a life of oneness in realities like this one are here to spread oneness, love & harmony for a good reason usually. Take a look at religion for an example of spreading this oneness around; it has always tried to bring us all together as one to think & be as one however the problem they have had is to do with the ego. The people at the top no longer see themselves as one with all others, this has always been the problem with religion in spreading oneness & of course because of this they are non-accepting of any other way of spreading this oneness about.    

Now for souls like myself who feel realities like this one is the big WOW, what are we here for? If we all asked ourselves that question before we chose to live in such realities what would be your answer? To experience everything human emotions have to offer which is all ego related & emotionally driven. So is this saying human emotions are of the ego? Very much so but not all emotion are negative like not all egos are negative, some are constructive & some are destructive depending in what ego tendencies we want to play out.


This comes down to souls who want to just play out negative ego tendencies, which by the way I’m not one of them. What is there path or reasoning? Because realities like this one is the big WOW to them at the soul level they use every way they can possibly think of to avoid becoming at one & in harmony, living in realties like this one is the big WOW to them, it is that simple however the problem with this is they also dictate what our reality is going to be like by using the ego which is a very powerful tool to use at the human level which creates realities like we have now & this is where souls who are more into oneness & harmony come into it.  Even people like myself who are into all accepting & are more into the positive ego tendencies can change realties like this one if desired.  It comes down to souls like myself appreciating & even accepting at times the worse of what the negative ego can produce because we realise it’s value.  

Tuesday 13 August 2013

The Looking Glass of Grey


Written by Mathew Naismith

In my resent post titled Human/Non-Human Perception I received two unfavourable responses & when I read them I realised we all see & feel our souls differently which is seemingly brought on by what shade we are looking at our souls through, in other words if we look at our souls through rose coloured glasses that is what we will perceive our soul to look & therefore feel like. The person in question who was quite noticeably upset by what I wrote has in my mind a light soul, in other words a soul of love so that is what she will perceive her soul & everybody else’s soul to be however I on the other hand look at my soul & life period as being grey neither of love nor hate, dark nor light just greyish shades.

In my mind people of light souls of love are here to heal what we have done over the centuries as a species however they will only see souls being of love & light & of course that is only their perception of things. It’s impossible for them to see anything else & maybe they shouldn’t either as this will I feel diminish their effect however on the other hand people who only see darkness within the souls & the world will also have their own perception of theirs & everybody else’s soul as well, what they see & feel is what their own perception is telling them to be true so what is true? Neither & all, it’s neither because it’s grey & it all because it’s grey, it’s all of different shades of grey I feel neither one nor the other however consciousness being what it is we can perceive what we want to perceive so in fact it’s all true this is why there is really no true right & wrong or black & white & if it’s all true it must be different shades of grey however we can perceive these different shades of grey as being white or black or right & wrong at any given time depending in what we want to see & feel.

This of course is saying nothing is just of light nor dark, love nor hate but of something that has no real definition but of course being human we need definition to recognise it from something else like hate from love for instance.  So is this also saying the creative source (God) isn’t of love? Yes that is exactly what it is saying however God will be what we perceive it to be through how we see it to be, it’s our perception of what we want to be not what actually is.  

Humans in having to need of definition has given rise to black & white, wrong & right but consciousness itself isn’t just of definitions & in actual fact nothing is definable in pure consciousness & this of course is where we get the idea that the ego & related judgment are demeaning, anything of definition is of the ego & judgement so the creative source can’t be definable therefore of neither love nor hate but very balanced & nonjudgmental towards any shades of grey.  


Many souls are here right now to heal what has been done so of course they will only want to see & feel love & light because that is what they are here for which will collectively bring us together under love & light however these souls must also be aware of what other souls are all about as well & to stop making judgment onto them as it all has its place within the collective consciousness otherwise it just wouldn’t & couldn’t exist or be.  

Thursday 25 July 2013

Why We Are Here??


Written by Mathew Naismith

I wasn’t going to turn this post on another spiritual forum site into another post but I have just become aware why we all see our purpose in realities like this one so differently so I feel it’s important for me to relay this on. The following response of mine is in relation to why we are here not saying it answers it but producing yet another possibility of why we are here which a lot of my blog relates too. This post is in reference to my previous post titled Soul connection & religion.






G’day Schwanke


Most people denote religion to being just of faith which is usually connected to church doctrines of one kind or another however religion can also denote to being of logic not just faith as a scientist will have certain theories they will follow which is a religion or creed for them to follow usually right through their lives.


Certain eastern based religions teach free will & I can’t see them dying in the near future however like western based religion it will have to change with the time or new consciousness as everything does in realities of time & space I believe. While living in realities of time & space boundaries are always set to guide us however realities of no time & space have no such set boundaries, there is no need. I think what is happening now is we are trying to replace time & space with no time & space, in my mind that is not what we came here to do.  I think what we are supposed to be doing is assimilating no time & space within time & space only to give it balance again however of course I could be wrong.
By the sounds of it this is where we differ greatly, I feel our souls need time & space to experience our knowing which is infinite because time & space will always renew itself however it would seem you think we are here to just connect with the source ( true love) thus change this reality into another reality of no time & space.  We were all created from light, yes some souls will decide to reunite with the light, the source, after ones soul has a certain understanding & awareness but I think most souls will decide to keep on experiencing the knowing for this expands the sources conscious awareness of itself even further, you could say that all souls are serving God however we too are that God (consciousness).


What I think what has happened here is certain people have experienced certain states of consciousness to a point where they have formulated a conclusion to what is happening without going further thus we only have the understanding of being here to become what we were in the first place light/love, I feel there is much much more to it than that Schwanke.   

 Love
Mathew 


Thinking With the Cycle Not Against It: We need to think past the 3rd dimension or previous consciousness as nothing stays the same including knowledge & wisdom in realties of never ending cycles which are realities of no time & space, if we don’t start thinking past this point or last point I should say we are either going to change this reality into a reality of no time & space while becoming one with the source again or we are going to continue on a life of fixated attachments which will end sooner or later in catastrophe. I feel quite strongly we haven’t come to do either but serve thy lord so to speak which is in turn serving ourselves.


I’ve written in previous posts about the soul being of more important than the human vessel self & that we should focus on the soul more to bring balance however the soul has no real precedence on the creative source so what our souls are doing is serving the source (God). The problem with knowing that we are serving the lord (source) we are focusing on the lord primarily not our soul, yes some will say by serving the lord that we are in fact serving our souls but the problem with this is we are putting one above the other by idolising one above the other, where is the oneness in this? We are of the source itself so in fact we are serving ourselves through the soul & human vessel & the reason the soul & human vessel are just as important as the source itself is the human self & the soul are teacher of the source like the human vessel is the teacher of the soul, nothing has less importance or precedence than the other.  


By focusing on the soul we are bringing balance again because the soul is of both realities of time & space & realities of no time & space, if we focus on either the human self or the source we are actually not bringing balance to this reality but unbalancing it even more. The old teaching especially eastern teachings taught us balance for the main reason they had the understanding of balance within this reality, tilting to the extreme either way would give us unbalance & turn this world into something else usually something unbecoming, consumerist materialism is a good example of this & so were the dark ages as both these ideologies gave us an unbalanced world.  So old teachings are still relevant then!!! Yes & no because they too like anything in a cycle of time & space are forever changing so they too must take on change, go with the flow not against it for in this comes true awareness!! 


 “The soul is the key to balance I believe”…Love Mathew

Wednesday 24 July 2013

Karma, Souls & Fixated Attachments


Written by Mathew Naismith

The following response was from me in regards to a person enquiring about karma from a thread in the link directly below; it’s funny how fixated attachments can lead to being fearful at the soul level which can lead to what we term bad karma.



G’day Cheeneka

It’s our souls that are learning here as it’s eternal not the human self as it’s temporary, when we pass on our life flashes before our souls, this is when the soul learns what we have done badly or not, in other words we re-enact out our life’s karma then not in another life however some souls with fixated attachments will not learn then because any fixated attachments taken in the afterlife obscures our re-enactment thus our fixated karma stays with us into as many lives as it takes to become detached. All what we call bad karma is of fixated attachments.

Fixated attachments come about when the soul is fixated on a few attachments life after life until it learns to become unfixed to these attachments. Our soul can become that fixated that it no longer realises it’s own immortality & only thinks of itself to whatever it’s fixated too, in this case anything to do with humanism.  There are souls that never learn to become unfixed to attachments thus become of the dark however there is always hope because within every soul there is a core of light which is untouched since the souls creation, it’s of pure consciousness & yes unconditional love.   

Attachments can only be of realities of time & space, the souls core of every being/entity or energy form is of pure consciousness which is of realties of no time & space which is where everything was created from I believe & this is why the souls core can never be tainted, it stays pure & this is why beings/entities of evil intent shy away from beings of light, this I have experienced personally.  What is happening here when a true light being comes across beings of darkness is reminding the soul what they really are, the beings of darkness soul automatically picks up on the light not just from the beings of light but from the untainted core of their own soul.  They are far more fearful of beings of light than any being of light could be of them; fear is of fixated attachments & yes can evolve into what we call bad karma & eventual evil intent at the soul level.   

Love

Mathew

Sunday 14 July 2013

The Question of Absolute Truth



Written by Mathew Naismith

It’s amazing how one can be so wrong, relating to myself being so wrong ,which was brought on by ignoring my own souls awareness, I just didn’t know to the extent I do now how aware my soul seemingly is. Recent events brought up some interesting insights, no wonder I tried to stay ignorant but it has backfires on me once again. The following relates to the question of absolute truth & mine & everybody else’s truth.
Related link: http://www.spiritboard.net/showflat.pl?Cat=&Board=ascension&Number=118819&part=1#Post118872

There is no absolute truth!!!!!!!!!!

Reply:
no there isn't


G’day Tawmeeleus
Yes there is however it doesn’t belong to any individual but is very collective. Why don’t we want to believe there is a collective truth? Ego, why do we make up & use fancy words? Ego. Most people aren’t aware in how the ego works subconsciously, you might think consciously you’re not being of the neg ego but your subconscious knows better.

Now what has the ego got to do with not wanting to know that there is an absolute truth? One’s own personal beliefs because an absolute truth would questions everyone’s belief & egotistically in realities like this one we can’t handle that so we say there is no absolute truth. However in realities like this one absolute truth has no dominion, it is irrelevant because of our personal belief including mine. Why do most of us think realities like this one are illusions? To escape our own beliefs being questioned & in actual fact they are saying we are living a lie.

Let’s look at denying that there is an absolute truth, so the creative source created everything from a lie, don’t think so, the creative source is absolute truth because to know all is absolute, there is nothing more so if you know all what is the lie? All our souls & humans vessels are doing is experiencing our & the creative sources knowing, nothing new in our knowing. Everything is known so is truth but on the other hand it’s the experiences form this knowing that is new & I think this is where we have gotten things mixed up between knowing & experiencing our knowing.

I would like to apologise to you Tawmeeleus, you are of this reality but I’ve realised even more so now that I’m not especially in regards to unconditional love & oneness, I know there is a lot more but what’s the point in knowing this if it’s not of this consciousness but many consciousness’s further on. Don’t get me wrong Tawmeeleus I’m not being egotistical just frank as my souls a lot more aware than I gave it credit for but I’ve stagnated my human knowing of this for an obvious reason which I have just shown in my replies to you, other souls just don’t get it & I don’t blame youse.

Love
Mathew


G’day Enkirch47
I’m awfully wrong with people like Tawmeeleus in regards to telling them there is a lot more to consciousness than just unconditional love & oneness for this is what this new consciousness is all about. I didn’t realise it until now that I’m not about this new consciousness but consciousness’s that are far more expanded which I regret knowing & have always regretted knowing to one degree or another because what’s the point in knowing beyond the consciousness you are living in when all what’s going to happen is ridicule & being ignored because most souls don’t have the capacity to see beyond their own conscious awareness, you just don’t relate unless ignorant of your souls awareness.  

People like Tawmeeleus have questioned me on just about everything I’ve written denoting how wrong I am however I’ve never taken it to heart that I know of because what I wright is for very few people because of the lack of understanding due to their souls awareness which is fair enough.

I would quite happily go back in the cave man days to live in ignorance of my soul’s awareness as I tried to do in this life.  Do you know I’ve had ago at people in realities that don’t have our antiquated communicative system of conveying our thoughts & knowing , they don’t have books or any spoken word as knowing is just known which means they have no spontaneity or any real individuality so why live in different vessels?   The reason they do this is to experience such knowing within a vessel but to me at the soul level this seems even antiquated & this is why I’ve always tried to be disconnected.

I can see why I loved the previous consciousness, it took me away from being too connected & aware plus it had plenty of spontaneity & individualism that fed my human ego, what more would an aware soul want?  I think knowing about myself a little more on the human level I will conduct myself in a more appropriate manner however I do love spontaneity & individualism which a lot of spiritually aware people wrongly condemn of being of the neg ego.  


Love 

Friday 12 July 2013

Living Within Your Divine Self


Written by Mathew Naismith

Finding Oneness: Who wouldn’t want to find one’s truer inner divine self, well hopefully this post will assist in such a venture. Living within your divine self is really just remembering who you really are other than what you think you are or conditioned to believe & even at the soul level through fixated attachments we can forget who we are so in all what we need to do is just  remember who we really are, simple!!!

No of course it’s not simple at all & the more attachments you have from previous lives & consciousness’s the harder it is going to be to remember & most importantly accept who you are as any fixated attachment relates to the negative ego. So what has fixated egotistical attachment got to do with remembering who we are, divine enlightened beings? Fixated attachments give us egotism & individualism; it’s this non-individualism we are not accepting because once you remember who you truly are you become as one with everything, no egotistical person wants to be the same as everybody else. The fear of not being an individual is great in this state of consciousness & awareness.  

There is also another problem that will hinder ourselves knowing about out true selves which has stemmed from the previous old consciousness, idolisation of something higher than oneself. As I have stated in previous posts, to think of something higher or lower of oneself isn’t of true oneness   so if you truly want to experience true oneness one must stop idolising or thinking of yourself & others of being inferior or superior.  Being inferior has stemmed from human conditioning because there is always someone supposedly more higher in stature & power than us in one time or another in our lives while growing up. This of course has nothing to do with oneness so to start with, we must un-condition ourselves from this conditioning; this is of course done by remembering who we truly are.

I would like to state here there is no true oneness as such just a state of being at one, true oneness is of everything being as one with no individualism, we have individualism in existence so we can only be in the state of being at one ourselves which is in itself a great feeling indeed.  We ourselves can feel at one but there is always individualism in existence so not everything is at one at one given time any more.  

Remembering: So how does one remember who they are & to be at one & divine in nature & oneself?  Now this is the simple part, know your fixated attachments exist in the first place at the human & soul level, it is pointless to know of one without the other if one wants to be truly at one & divine in nature so be aware of your whole self not just the human self of having such fixated afflictions/attachments.  Now we need to look at our beliefs, are they conducive to oneness because idolising anything isn’t of true oneness however feeling at one with something else that is divine in nature is conducive towards finding one’s own divine nature & that is what we are trying to do here nothing more or less especially if you are reading this. It is fundamentally important not to idolise or denigrate anything higher or lower than yourself.  It would help a lot if one was to read various past posts of mine & any other material found in the various links supplied in certain posts.


Ridding ourselves of any fixated attachments is difficult which includes idolisation because we are conditioned from birth & right throughout human history to do just that but it becomes a lot easier when we are aware of the difficulties believe it or not because the more difficult it seems the more aware of the problem you have become & in just doing this you will find when you get to a certain point of awareness of your difficulties you will become enlightened of your truer self & yes believe it or not it is that simple however what isn’t simple is dragging out becoming aware of our difficulties, we drag it out because of our attachments & as soon as we realise this to start with you realise you are no longer dragging out becoming aware of our difficulties, you have instantly become aware & knowing of your truer self is but a stone’s throw away from this.  What we really need to do is take on a totally different way of thinking to what we have been conditioned too in the old consciousness, my whole blog is on thinking outside the square & if we can do this & start thinking for ourselves again this process of finding one’s truer inner divine self will be a lot easier.         

Thursday 4 July 2013

The Problem with Clinging to Attachments-New Age


Written by Mathew Naismith 


The Meaning of New Age Consciousness: What happens during a conscious change? We start to think differently, in other words our mode of thoughts change which means most of our older modes of thoughts in the previous consciousness becomes redundant, some adapt & an even smaller amount stay as they are still relevant to the present consciousness so what is of one consciousness is unlikely to be of another consciousness as  conscious changes means just that a conscious change & in all conscious changes our modes of thoughts change as well otherwise what would be the point in a conscious change if we are still going to think the same?

Let’ take a look at our cave man brothers & sisters, did they think the same way as we do today? Not on your nelly & compared to this new age conscious change the conscious change between cave man days & now was very small, we have entered into a massive conscious change so of course the way we think is massively going to change however that depends on if we are willing to let go of most of our attachments from the old consciousness.   It is by far not an easy thing to do to let go of fixated attachments so what attachments would they be? Any attachments one has a fixation with which means any attachment one has a hard time letting go of. So what is an example of these fixated attachments?   Of course they vary however for an example when one is still thinking that we are not equal to a figure we idolised in the past consciousness like a guru or some kind of holy man for instance or certain old conscious rituals that one feels still needs to be performed usually under some higher than holy organisation.

Let’s take another look at our cave dwelling relatives to explain this better, are we today practicing in the same exact rituals as they did back then which of course meant at times some sort of sacrifice to a God of some kind? Of course not because our modes of thought have completely changed & all we are talking about here is a minor conscious change nothing what we have just entered into, it is indeed a totally new age previously never experienced by man before except by a very few gurus & holy men which of course we idolised for a very good reason however for this new age consciousness to take full effect we need to stop looking at various people & things being more holier than ourselves & think of ourselves as we did of them which means a totally different mode of thought.   


Changing Our Knowledge Thus Thought: Does this mean throwing away what has been learnt in the last consciousness because what we learn always depicts the way we are going to think which we must change? Yes most of everything must go so does that mean all the knowledge from workshops, book reading & studies have to go to allow a newer way of thinking to take place?  Anything fixated attachments hinder ones conscious expansionism which means any old conscious attachment you have a problem with throwing away or changing is a fixation however at the end of a consciousness certain people will relay to others of the knowing of such new conscious changes so not all knowledge needs to be scraped.  As I said earlier in this post some knowledge is still relevant & some we will have to adapt to fit in our newer way of thinking.  

Let’s look at an example of this, Jesus for instance didn’t try to make out he was of higher self than others however that is where we put him, he never wanted to be idolised because he knew like so many other messiah’s throughout human history that he was of us as we were of him. We must also remember nothing ever stays the same in realities of time & space which also means knowledge never stays the same, at a certain specific times in certain realities the knowledge we know of seems as unquestionable fact for always like we are just physical beings or this universe is the only one in existence however we know even throughout human history facts change.  We need to look at this knowledge obtained through older consciousness’s as not being always fact as each consciousness has its own facts that we learn by at that time within certain consciousness’s.

So why doesn’t everything stay the same in realities of time & space? It’s for ever changing which gives us diversity which in turn expands our own human, soul & creative consciousness’s (God’s) consciousness thus allowing ourselves to become more knowing to ourselves, what better way but through diversity to know oneself better!!

So where does that leave just having attachments as opposed to fixated attachments in new conscious changes?  It leaves us with physical being in a reality of time & space for starters which gives us diversity to learn by, if we didn’t have that attachment we wouldn’t be here & of course we wouldn’t be expanding on our souls & human consciousness & as we do this we are inadvertently expanding on the creative consciousness’s consciousness as well so this kind of attachment is very positive & beneficial for us all, not all attachments are negative or bad, however if we became fixated to just physical being or to living as human as opposed to another species  we wouldn’t experience the diversity needed to expand consciousness, it’s all about experiencing through diversity without too many fixed attachments.   Yes I did say without too many fixed attachments as fixed attachments are also of diversity however being too fixated for any length of time isn’t beneficial for anyone.  This occurs when we live out the same dramatic role life after life which we call bad karma when in fact it’s just attachments we are fixated too.

Like I mentioned in past posts, a fixation just doesn’t refer to attachments we are fond of but to situations we have convinced ourselves at the soul level that we are only of this character/persona so if we think of ourselves as just this will live each life as just that character nothing more so our roles throughout each life will be simular, it’s not bad karma at all but fixated attachments & this is just another example in how the old consciousness of knowing has to change for the new consciousness to take effect.  

“For the new to take effect the old needs to go for in this comes the rebirth of a new beginnings”….Love Mathew





     


Tuesday 2 July 2013

Soul-Our Truer Self


 Written by Mathew Naismith

Fixation to Attachments: It is funny how we trick ourselves in believing we only live one life or multiple of separate lives but to a soul that’s aware of itself sees it quite differently, all our lives are as one so what stops the soul & our human selves  from becoming aware of the truer nature of who we really are?  It all comes down to attachments but this isn't saying all attachments are bad just the ones we become too attached to which tend to enhance the negative aspects of our ego.  When our souls become fixated to one or two attachments from life to life we experience similar experiences, we learn little form this because the biggest thing we learn from is diversity & there is very little diversity when we have fixated attachments & human life is no different.

Let’s take a look at people who study all their lives for an example, they know all about what they have read & studies but where is the diversity in this, there’s diversity in what they know but where is the diversity in what they have experienced from their knowing? The soul & the creative source (God) works in the same exact way that is why God created souls to experience it’s knowing not just know of it’s knowing.  When we are fixated to just learning we are in fact missing out on the experiences through diversity thus we are in fact hindering our soul & human conscious expansionism & in actual fact stagnate within an attachment of fixation. A balance between knowing & experiencing is much more beneficial to one’s conscious expansionism than one or the other or a little of one & more of the other, balance is the key here!!

What we learn humanly has always been out there, we are actually only really remembering what is out there however experiencing this knowledge is different, no experience is exactly the same so experiencing knowledge is quite new as we all humanly & at the soul level experience something quite unique from everything & everyone else. Is this saying we never really actually learn but just remember knowing? Yes exactly which to many will sound too far fetch, why? Anyone who has a fixated attachment to knowledge won’t acknowledge such ramblings which is quite psychologically expected & in fact any fixated attachment will have the same deniable outcome.  

Fixated attachments give us opposing polarities thus conflict & the more our souls become fixated to one or two attachments we actually become more conflictive but on the other hand a soul that has very little fixated attachments will be more harmonious thus less conflictive.  So does this mean a soul that hasn’t got any fixated attachments will be all peaceful & harmonious in human life? No because again we learn from experiencing diversity plus the soul in question might have to have a certain persona to express themselves to teach others around them, a disharmonious person isn’t going to listen to an all loving person because they see it as a weakness thus ignore any teaching from such a person also sometimes one needs to yell to be heard as whispers are usually at times ignored however on the other hand if someone yells too much they too will be ignored which again comes down to balance between yelling & whispering.   This is what makes a good teacher, knowing the balance.


Attachments & Fixated Attachments: We should start to recognise from what is written in this & my previous post titled Persona of the Soul how diverse our souls are & how they have obtained their own unique persona/character, what is above is also below.  A lot of us don’t think about having a soul or are totally in denial in having a soul but even more people are unaware that every soul has its own unique persona just like we do as humans so what’s the big deal in knowing that we just don’t have a soul but our soul also has its own unique persona?  The big deal is in knowing this is we can then define what our attachments & fixated attachment are which are hindering our own conscious expansionism or awareness  but also define the difference between attachments & fixated attachments. The biggest plus is once we are aware of the soul & of the soul having its own unique persona we are then able to become more connected to our soul & the more connected we are to the soul the more aware & harmonious we will be.

So what’s the difference between attachments & fixated attachments? I’ve already explained about fixated attachments so I will focus on just having attachments without any fixated ideological mode of thought attached remembering even after death we are in thought as thought isn’t just of the physical brain like most of us think.  Like I explained in my previous post titled Persona of the Soul as we live life to life we accumulate certain attachments like the people we live our lives out with life after life playing out different roles which give us diversity on the other hand a soul who is fixated to a certain role of attachments will only keep playing out a similar role life after life thus become less diverse within its experiences.  The more diverse the said soul is from life to life the more consciously expansive the soul will be thus more aware & the more aware we are the more connected we will be to the soul, it really comes down to making the soul aware of itself instead of being blocked by fixated attachments however on the other hand just having attachments can be quite helpful & usually these other souls in whom you have an affiliation with will be your guides, who better?


It is an unusual feeling finding out you really have two personas, one is the persona of your soul the other is of your human self however each life has its own unique persona so in actual fact we have as many personas as we had lives but once you recognise the souls persona you will begin to become more & more of the persona of the soul for the main reason that it’s the real you plus if the soul has no fixated attachments you will feel a lot more at peace & harmonious because we then see all our lives as one thus feel less venerable & see what each life was all about which lessons the traumas of any said lives by quite a bit remembering traumas are also of fixated attachments. Once we realise our truer selves human life becomes a lot easier to live mainly because of our new found awareness in both our human & soul selves.       

Monday 1 July 2013

Persona of the Soul




Written by Mathew Naismith

So what is the persona of the soul? One needs to remember what’s above is also below to one extent or another & the persona of the soul is no different & yes it’s very much like our persona in human existence except in how the persona of the soul has come about & developed.  

Building Upon the Souls Persona: Human persona comes from our parents & the stars we are born under also the experiences we have through life, all this is character building & no one character or persona is the same as anyone else’s  as our parents & experiences are different even if born under the same stars. Souls don’t have parents & born under certain stars they are the stars so how are soul persona’s simular to human persona’s or have a persona at all? Our souls where created by a creator so for starters we have a parent/creator & of course for this creator to create it didn’t need two energy forces to create like we do as humans but one so one parent all souls have.  For being born under the stars we are the ones who created the stars through diversity as the best way to learn & expand one’s consciousness is through diversity as for experience we get plenty of that through the many lives we live over time so in actual fact there is very little difference between how our human & soul selves build character /persona.

At the point of the creation of our souls we are an individual part of our parent with a part of our creator’s persona, this is our soul’s core before we take on attachments & create in our own right which further builds upon our persona & character.  At this point before taking on a physical or non-physical existence of attachments we only have what our creator/parent has given us but as soon as we start building/creating the stars to help us experience by we start to build upon our persona even more & the more creative & diverse we are the more individual our soul’s persona becomes.  Now consider how diverse every human life is, every life a soul experiences again adds to how individual the souls persona is going to be, it’s vast & varied.

DNA Influence: The main building block for our soul’s persona is experience & the attachments the soul will attach itself to from live to life. This is very similar to how a persona of a human is formed, we start off with our parents persona to some degree through DNA & the stars we are born under give us the rest but at the end of most people’s lives their persona will be somewhat different to what they are born with, the soul’s persona is no different because it’s the experiences of many lives that builds upon the personas of both human & souls.  What helps builds upon this persona/character isn’t just experiences but attachments as well & yes just like in human life our souls do accumulate attachments, how many souls  live around the same people life after life? Our souls have become attached to other souls however not all souls have attachments or the same attachments as no one soul is exactly alike just like no human is exactly alike. This again comes down to learning by diversity.
Let’s take a look at the point of creation of both the soul & humans, the parents DNA influences the character of the any said person however the creator itself when creating souls doesn’t have this DNA strain to pass on a part of its character/persona or does it?? Again we must remember what is above is also below, yes of course it has something like a DNA strain to pass on however just like our parents no one soul will have the exact same DNA strain, in other words from the creation of our souls no soul is created exactly the same & this is what has given us diversity which we learn from.  Each soul is individual just like humans are to each other!!  


Each soul has its own persona just like humans. The most beautiful thing to experience in the world is knowing of your souls persona which has taken many lifetimes to develop in some cases, this is our true selves I believe & should be sort out when possible.  Once we become aware on the soul level instead of just on the human level all our lives we have lived will seem to be as one & far less traumatic, it’s as if a veil has come off & now you can see more clearly of what everything is all about.