The point is, why do we have to gain anything, why not be expressive without a gain or cause?
We actually have nothing to gain because we are always of the 12th dimension, this never really leaves us. To gain or to have purpose is ego, why not be expressive without having to have purpose or gain? To ascend or not to ascend is only an experience, nothing more, it's not experienced to gain or acquire anything.
We could say our soul gains and acquires awareness and wisdom from these experiences, to a point this is true but it's not necessary, all of what is, is within the 12th dimension except for the expressions of consciousness itself. The only way consciousness can be expressed, is through the other eleven dimensions. There is really nothing to gain or acquire from this from a 12th dimensional conscious view.
However, this is were the souls comes into play, to be able to experience this consciousness, one has to express ego, this is accomplished through the soul gaining and acquiring awareness and wisdom through various experiences. However, the soul really doesn't have to experience anything to gain or acquire awareness and wisdom, this is all within the 12th dimension except for the actual expressions of gain and acquiring.
I should say, pain, confusion and stress are not experienced through the 5th dimension I feel, they are present but they are not expressed, especially to the same extreme of the 3rd, 2nd 1st dimensions.
So why would any consciousness want to become expressive of these extremes in these three dimensions?
There is no judgement of a worthy or an unworthy, is it more worthy to be less expressive of these destructive expressions? Only the ego can answer this and the answer is obvious, however, a consciousness void of ego would not judge either way thus experience all of what is.
For me, if I didn't go through the pain and hardships of life, I wouldn't be as aware as I am now, human consciousness as a whole is the same. We will learn from our hardships or we will regress to the 2nd dimension. A lot of people have had enough, these people I feel will not regress to the 2nd dimension but there are people who obviously will.
Why am I so adamant about this? Because of their fixations to hardships and their disconnectedness from the 12th dimension.
I've had chronic pain since I was six years old, I'm also estranged from most of my family, I'm basically an embarrassment to them so I was shunned. I went through it all.
Pain and suffering is a natural part of this dimension, we just haven't learnt how to properly deal with this. I also don't take pain killers, I don't try to control my pain but I do work with my pain by not trying to control it.
We tend to focus way too much on pain and suffering, we need to change this focus. It's amazing the amount of focused energy we give to pain and suffering within this dimension, it's utterly astounding.
Once we express this consciousness of the 12th dimension, we separate ourselves from this consciousness. This makes sense, how could you express this 12th dimensional consciousness all at once? You couldn't. it's too vast, so it's separated into separate dimensions.
We might then perceive that this 12th dimensional consciousness is also of hate and chaos but it's not, this can only occur when this consciousness is expressed. If there is no ego present within a consciousness, you can't hate or cause chaos, this only occurs when a consciousness is expressed. This 12th dimension is void of ego altogether therefore is unable to express it's own consciousness within the 12th dimension, however, this is another matter in the other eleven dimensions.
It's really quite fascinating observing this consciousness in motion.