Written by Mathew Naismith
“One must be wise in ones knowing to gain wisdom”. After reading how someone on Indigo Society was
going through a tough time with the awareness process I stumbled across this quote
I wrote up a while ago, I thought this quote says it all in a nut shell. One
must be wise in our own & every bodies else’s knowing to be of wisdom, this
isn’t saying we should be understanding of all just wise enough to accept other
peoples understanding but also wise enough to help in their misunderstandings,
this by far isn’t an easy life to lead while becoming spiritually aware.
I’ve inserted the said thread below with the associated
link.
I have been in hard
times with interpersonal issues and family issues, and a lifetime of misery. I
asked God, universe, to show me what life is. Humble me lord I said, I am so
tired. I know this sounds dramatic, and it is. But I said it, and I meant it. I
prayed with every layer of my soul to see the humanity in all. To find rest,
and dont get me wrong this search never ends. I prayed to be shown the value of
life. Because frankly I did not use to value it whatsoever. I prayed for God to
destroy me, make me new. I said GOD PLEASE I BEG YOU ERASE ME, I CANT DO IT
ALONE. And I screamed inside. And then I started seeing floaters in my vision,
and flashing lights. I have been paranoid alot of my life of a brain tumor. I
matched alot of symptoms, and I told God I have hate in my heart for you for
the possibility of this being true after everything else.
Basically I created my
worst nightmare in my head, I made it true in my mind, and I accepted it on
MOST levels although I was always afraid, and I felt the SENSE of death, its
dread and its fear, infinity. And then I realized in my heart, life is a
privilege, and it is so so sweet, and so so short. I should be thankful for the
beautiful 19 years I have had here, and then I thanked God for my life. The
pain, the good. just, life in all its forms. And I realized in my heart that
Death is always there, it merely raises and lowers its head from time to time.
Death is your constant companion. I am not sure if I even believe in
reincarnation anymore, I don't think I believe anything. I dont know much of
anything, I know how I feel, I know my thoughts. I know I am here, right now. I
feel like a blank slate, a canvas. A canvas open for whatever paint life throws
at me. And I know I have felt the power of universe and I bow to it without
question. And this life long lone wolf, this predator I made myself has finally
found a team. Team human, I am shedding this byproduct life of being told who I
am. I felt compelled to share this so here it is, and as to do I have a brain
tumor? I dont know, I went to the doctor and they dont think so, they think its
my thyroid and they took blood. But I cant really know, I can only hope that I
will continue to be allowed on this ride. Because this shit is out of all of
our hands everyone. So thats it, Much love. Much respect. And thank everyday
for showing itself to you.
Written by ZIGMAN
My reply as follow:
G'day ZIGMAN......Becoming
spiritually aware isn't an easy road to tread & neither should it be
however if we live for the now the road we tread will seem a lot less bumpier.
Becoming aware doesn't just entail us becoming aware of all the nice things but
all the not so nice as well I'm afraid but once we get to a certain stage of
awareness all the things we struggled through seem lame, " why was I
struggling with such things"? It's the struggle that makes us aware &
knowing which is very much like a spoilt child, if we spoil them what awareness
do they have to a child who isn't spoilt? The unspoilt child is going to be far
more aware & knowing the same with adult life. One other thing, to me there
is no such thing as death, all it is is a change from one energy form to
another, we are infinite within our soul....Love Mathew
It is extremely difficult to be wise within our knowledge while
feeling so much of everything & that is why spiritual awareness is a
difficult path to follow & at the end become wise within our knowing, not
everyone makes it to true wisdom but of course we don’t have to either. People of true wisdom once they reach a
certain point of spiritual awareness are special because they have done the
hard long hoe for us; it is not necessary for all of us or is it even possible for
all of us to obtain such wisdom. Life is all about living within our chosen path,
yes we have our own free will to do as we please at the soul level but once we
leave our path we immediately affect other people paths as well not just our
own because it’s all connected, I don’t think this is wise or just/moral thing
to do as it affects to many other souls.
What we need to do is be content in just being wise enough
to acknowledge true wisdom from others anything other than this can be of the
negative ego which of course will again hinder & limit our awareness, this
is why so many people are having a hard time of it, we are trying too hard to
be something were not supposed to be. Acceptance & contentment play a huge part
in following a spiritual awareness path with relative ease, no spiritual path
is easy but we do make it a lot harder than it should or could be at times.
No one in their right mind would follow a path of true
wisdom on purpose if they knew what was to follow with such endeavours unless
that was their chosen path to begin with.
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