Written by Mathew Naismith
The inner observer:
“Never fear expressing any traits of the ego, for within this action, it’s the
ego that’s in control”…….Avoiding expressing the ego only gives what the ego
desires, control. Yes, the ego will always deny being fearful of when in
avoidance of itself, this is a sign that the ego has you totally within it’s
control. Observe yourself being expressive of ego traits, most often within
this you will just smile at your reactions without fearing being expressive of
the ego.
We exist in a universe that is very expressive of it’s
motions (the ego), suns are a very good example of this. When there cycle is
nearing, they will expand and express themselves even more before their cycle
ends. As of many expressions of motion (ego), the sun gives physical life and
light to a very dark environment, in the
end, it will take all this away. If these suns could become aware of
their own actions, they would themselves smile at such expressions void of the
ego telling them they are just being destructive therefore egotistical.
Man lives according to these same cycles as these suns,
learn to become the observer and smile at your own expressions instead of
allowing the ego to control you even more through fear.
I know I have been going on about being the observer lately,
but in a recent comment, being the observer came up again. It was to do with a
lass who was suffering from migraine headaches, all she could do while
explaining her dilemma was laugh. The main discussion was on ascension symptoms, one of the
symptoms being headaches.
The following responses I gave this person helped her as I
hope they will help someone else in a simular situation. It was also pointed
out that these headaches are only from physical sources and not from ascension
symptoms, it’s possible but unlikely in this case as I will explain.
"Writing this made me laugh
inside", this isn't a typical follow up response you get from these
symptoms coming from physical means. I feel that head pains refer to your
psyche having trouble in accepting the ascension (conscious change). As the
Mayans pointed out, this is one of the biggest conscious changes in human
history, including the antediluvian period. Our mind, and even our soul, are conditioned
to mortal existences, now after thousands of years of conditioning to mortal
existences, we ask ourselves to accept immortal expressions and existences.
I got the
feeling this isn't the case with you Kaz but I could be wrong. The inner self will
come through at times as a smile or even laughter. It's an awareness thing,
your inner self is very aware and will smile at human interactions and
reactions, in this case I think it's smiling at you in knowing that conscious
changes can give us head pains at times. Trust me, your inner self has gone
through this before in past lives, most people's souls have.
Kaz, the inner
self is immortal and it's coming forth more and more in more people these days,
this is certainly apart of the conscious change. I'm happy you are so aware, it
makes light of life.
Immortal self: Through
my interactions with Kaz, Kaz became more aware that the laughter was from her
inner self. The inner self (immortal self) laughs at us a lot even if we are
unaware of this, this is all due to the inner self being aware through it’s own
immortality. Our immortal self is the
observer, this is one of the reasons it’s so aware, the observer is also aware
of their past lives as it’s the observer. Kaz also become aware of the observer
being the inner self (immortal self).
Immortal self = observer + inner self
Mortal self = interactions + outer self
The mortal self can only be aware of interactions, the
mortal self is never the one that is aware of the immortal observer, this can only
be achieved through the immortal self. We most often believe we need the mortal
self to firstly become aware of the immortal self, in actuality, it’s the
immortal self telling the mortal self of it’s existence. Smiling or laughing
when the ego thinks this action is inappropriate, is telling our mortal self of
the immortal self existence. I often smile at my own reactions and expressions,
this tells me how expressive I am of the ego which is a natural thing to
express in such a reality (universe) of motion.
The mortal self however never truly becomes aware of the immortal
self, this might sound ludicrous, we might think, as soon as we are aware of
our immortal self (inner self), of course our mortals self also becomes aware
of this. Not at all, as soon the immortal self makes itself known, the mortal
self no longer truly exists but within it’s own reality of interactions and
reactions. The mortal self can only exist within it’s own reality, however, we
can be expressive of immortal and mortal expressions at the same time, one
doesn’t have to cancel out the other but if we choose to it will.
Take a look at how mortal expressions have cancelled out
immortal expressions, even though spiritual teachings tell us of our immortal
self. On the other hand, the immortal self can also cancel out our mortal
expressions as well, in a reality of motion, it’s wise to find a balance between
our mortal and immortal self to find true meaning and peace in life, otherwise
we will just keep on flounder about.
Balance: Yes, we
could all just be expressive of our immortal self, this would rid us of all
this ego, it’s not the ego that is the
problem here though, it’s how we react to the ego that causes our
dilemmas. We exist in a reality of a highly expressive motions, it’s a reality
of expressive the egos, it’s up to us if we allow this reality to sway us to
only express our mortal self or not.
What would a controlling ego want us to do? It wants us to
be expressive of one or the other, in other words it doesn’t want mortal and
immortal expressions to work in unison. The ego is only truly happy when it’s creating chaos and/or is in total
control, to the ego, expressing only immortal expressions is total control as
is expressing mortal expressions. A life void of a controlling ego, is about
sharing the same space at the same time in perfect balance and harmony,
laughing at our mortal expressions is part of this balance which a controlling
ego doesn’t like, in other words a controlling ego doesn't like balance.
Balance isn't about control and it's certainly not about
judging what is or isn't worthy of expressing, it's about acceptance of what is
through a balanced perception. The immortal inner self is obviously of this
balance otherwise we wouldn't be experiencing all of what consciousness is. We
become destructive only through an imbalance, souls sadly enough have become
too accustom to mortal existences, thus at the soul level, we have lost
balance. Just maybe this is why so many people are aware of the soul and past
lives these days, the spirit is showing us how to exist in a balanced reality
again.
